My Proceedings: January 2009

Monday, January 19, 2009

sometimes-it's gonna rain!

last january 14..
i was brought to the hospital by the ambulance coz I collapsed and fainted while walking to Foodland with my friend.
It was a very painful experience.
I wanted to go home.
But there was a man who inspired me so much.
a man who helped and saved my life.
Si manong driver. si tatay!..
he brought me to BYUH Secutiry ofis and they called for an ambulance.
Amidst the worried faces and noises.
there was a still small voice who told me to stay awake
and just keep breathing..
i did.
and here I am-- still alive and kickin.
The Holy Ghost lives.
He watches over us.
Protector and Comforter.
I love the Holy Ghost.

I don't need a man who can give me the treasures of the world, but a man who is willing to pay the price of exaltation.

I don't need a man who will acknowledge how pretty I am,
but a man who will show me my weaknesses and love me for that. A man who is willing to lead the way of betterment.

I don't need a man who looks like Tom Cruise neither Richard Gomez, but a man who's heart beats like our Father in Heaven.

I don't need a man who can please the world's eyes,
but a man who never cares about what the world's opinions are.

I don't need a man who can plays the sweetest melody,
but a man who can sing a lullaby for our children.

I don't need a man who can do his duties well,
but a man who can be a father to my children and a husband to me.

I don't need a man who can earn a million dollars per paycheck,
but a man who is a full-tithe payer, an honest payer!.

I don't need a man who will be proud of me because of that and that,
but a man who will never fails to see me beyond what I am in others eyes.

I don't need a man. I need a REal one.
Just one man to prove that life will always be at its BEST!..

I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love remains true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,

Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

Missing my Home.
Missing my Best Friend and my BoyFriend.