My Proceedings: 2009

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

"I Wanna Love You"

One at a time,
I know I'll be fine.
It's always better.
to wait you later.

One night I prayed,
One day I dreamed,
What if there's someone,
Who will come at lonesome.

Then you came,
When the soul is lame,
A shadow of fame,
I'm killing the flame.

So why just now?
When everyone asks for a bow,
I thought the heavens never mind,
To give me such one of a kind.

Will you really be the answer?
Or I am just a crasher,
Can we together shine?
Or this is all in mine?

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

"i miss my best friend"

this is from my best friend von.. he is the sweetest best friend i have.. he loves to do things randomly.. sometimes i am just sitting in front of my computer, and then suddenly a message from him will just pop-out from the screen, he will tell me why i should go on with my life and how much he cares and loves me.. it is always surprising but it's always at the right time.. right in time that i am starting to give up... and that is what true and genuine friendship means.. knowing by heart what your friend needs.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

a woman in me:)

Life is a story-- a never ending story! :)

Time flies. Time stops.
But no matter what happen, you should always learn how to enjoy it and love it, just the way i do..

so i joined the "PINOY IDOL'2009".
i sang my very own composition-- "PUSO MONG GINTO"
it is a story of love.. a tale once told. hahaha!!
it's a secret love for a special someone..
everything is almost perfect but he came at the wrong time.
indeed, true love waits! <3
one thing that i've learned about love is that no matter how perfect the relationship is,if its not at the right time-- you will only end up hurting yourself or go separate ways!
that is why, i believe that the best things are worth waiting for-- you should always be willing to let go.. coz letting go is not the end.. it's just a test that will lead you back together again...

i played the piano while i was singing this special piece of mine. i didn't win, but the experience was awesome! i got an special award. I was awarded as the "Diva of the Night". Singing has always been a huge part of who i am. since i was a child, i always love to sing, and it is one of my sacred expressions.

Monday, January 19, 2009

sometimes-it's gonna rain!

last january 14..
i was brought to the hospital by the ambulance coz I collapsed and fainted while walking to Foodland with my friend.
It was a very painful experience.
I wanted to go home.
But there was a man who inspired me so much.
a man who helped and saved my life.
Si manong driver. si tatay!..
he brought me to BYUH Secutiry ofis and they called for an ambulance.
Amidst the worried faces and noises.
there was a still small voice who told me to stay awake
and just keep breathing..
i did.
and here I am-- still alive and kickin.
The Holy Ghost lives.
He watches over us.
Protector and Comforter.
I love the Holy Ghost.

I don't need a man who can give me the treasures of the world, but a man who is willing to pay the price of exaltation.

I don't need a man who will acknowledge how pretty I am,
but a man who will show me my weaknesses and love me for that. A man who is willing to lead the way of betterment.

I don't need a man who looks like Tom Cruise neither Richard Gomez, but a man who's heart beats like our Father in Heaven.

I don't need a man who can please the world's eyes,
but a man who never cares about what the world's opinions are.

I don't need a man who can plays the sweetest melody,
but a man who can sing a lullaby for our children.

I don't need a man who can do his duties well,
but a man who can be a father to my children and a husband to me.

I don't need a man who can earn a million dollars per paycheck,
but a man who is a full-tithe payer, an honest payer!.

I don't need a man who will be proud of me because of that and that,
but a man who will never fails to see me beyond what I am in others eyes.

I don't need a man. I need a REal one.
Just one man to prove that life will always be at its BEST!..

I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love remains true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,

Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

Missing my Home.
Missing my Best Friend and my BoyFriend.